Well I just had a melt down on the phone w/h, it's the resentment rising in me, making me explode do to an issue at home that I have to handle alone.
I cried, he listened, I even forgot my C appt. because of this, H apologized for that, he says it's the situation, at least he's trying to keep working to bring the money in to help out with the issue at home.
Having to go back off break H said he would call me later, he hasn't been home for steadily 2 weeks, off site on a gig. I have rather enjoyed it for the most part but today my S21 just road me a little to far.
Nobody saw me loose it but H on the phone. I long for co-parenting, I long for anything at this moment.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
