i think it's nice that your mind can appreciate other men and even think about it and a future with someone else. it's normal and healthy

intellectually tho- he THINKS he HAS to be doing what he is-

don't even have to worry about it- "love finds you". so fingers crossed and i sure hope so.

First of all - thank you for the validation - it's nice to hear that I am acting normal in such a crazy sad situation. I love that you wrote that, you made me smile.

They seem to know better, but mlc doesn't let them think right, the're still in that looking glass, no matter how intelligent they try to be, it seems to work toward their favor digging themselves deeper and deeper.

If they weren't such deep thinkers they might allow themselves to spontaneous be happy. I've actually seen h do this and then snap and real himself back.

L will find me, which ever way this goes, as well as you, we are great gals with alot to offer someone who's not guarded, but free to just be.

Thanks nero, you made me laugh, and your words were encouraging!

oooxx ((((((((nero)))))))))) Stay strong your doing so much better today!

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!