I really do see how focused he is...it's what scares me into believing that this is truly his path, they way he is going to continue, because he is so intense and adamant.
my h too- is is so blindly "stuck" into his road he thinks he needs to be on. i can even see differences in his behavior or affection level when he's not paying attention. intellectually tho- he THINKS he HAS to be doing what he is-
i don't think he'll ever realize what it's doing to any r we may have had or memories or future- he's kiling it - delayed a bit by his being nicer now- but nevertheless- the ow thing is pretty much going to do us in. oh well- i did see that train screaming by me heading for the washed out track- sheriff- but i couldn't stop it??!!!
i'm outta here- before i get washed away in pointless land - tra la.
