sharing the moment with someone I love. I saw him as loving, quiet, patent, attentive, and content to be with me, just me, because he love's me and appreciates what I bring to his life. It wasn't my H.
i know- are they in there or not? the 50 million dollar question. i don;t know anymore - and im not too sure abuot too much still.
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I can't live off of good memories for someone in front of me that I don't recognize.
yeah- me too - it's rather icky & pathetic. this guy goes around being nice and acting like it's everyday life as usual. i act the same- i don;t like it tho. i don't like this person either- i don't forget his underlying callous-ness - or dishonesty with both himself & ME . oh well
where it all leads? God alone knows i guess-
i've got soo much packing & junk to do- i'd better get real here. have a great day- i think it's nice that your mind can appreciate other men and even think about it and a future with someone else. it's normal and healthy i also think. i'm not there yet- wonder if i ever will be.
i think love makes life tolerable & good- if it's out there we all should try for it. my buddy gay ray says we don't even have to worry about it- "love finds you". so fingers crossed and i sure hope so.
