It's clear that this is about him, not about you, so just dust yourself off and plan some adventures. How about a trip to Italy?
But, why not Italy??
It sounds like your head knows where to go, now just has to persuade heart and soul to join in. But you'll get there.
Come here and indulge as often as you need. You can use the board for a pressure release if nothing else. It is nice to be understood - and people here do just that.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
