3 Years after D-Day, part 2. Separated 9 Months.

[Am I Too Late]

Today is 7 days since W and i had any contact at all. For some reason, i was more emotional yesterday than i have felt in quite a while. Well, today is a new day. Lets see if i do better.

I am making an appointment to try to sell a job after noon today and have court for zoning ordinance violations at my commercial property that is for sale.

I helped out a friend yesterday and Monday and that usually picks up my spirits.

My S made a comment about some show, where the mother was being denied visitation due to a drug addiction and said, "Well, at least mommy still visits sometimes."

Too bad for him that she didn't show up or call for watching his Monday night karate class. I'll never be able to understand that on her part, but at least i am doing my end of being a parent.

That's all for now. I just wanted to journal and catch up for the past couple of days.

I do not plan on enabling her to force her or guilt her to act like a mother. The inconsistency is the most consistent action about her, sad to say.

Ed