He's Just Not That Into You - The Sequel

[mamabird]

For some reason, one of my old threads, "Standing my Ground" popped up on my phone today. I guess I had it bookmarked. I spent some time re-reading it. It was only 2 months ago but it feels like a lifetime of difference.

I almost feel like the universe was putting it right in my path to read. We have come a long way in 2 months, but the theme of that thread was about me owning up to my part and my wrongdoing. The vets really called me to the carpet and I got some big 2 x 4s. It's relevant now because my H and I are covering that together in MC, and it's good in a sense to be reminded of the damage that I caused. It is easy to block that out since it's painful to sit with the reality, but I think it's necessary for me to have to sit there for a while.

Anyway, thanks for the support and reminders. It's good to have a place to come and vent where I don't feel like I'm bothering anyone with my BS.