MLC, affair, internet pictures, we're a mess

[cantslowdown]

worked out tonight. first time in a couple months (its been a hard couple months for me emotionally now that the boy is back in town). I found my motivation to do it in the fact that we will be seeing both sides of our family at Christmas and her siblings have only been hearing how terrible I am. I figure if I end up taking a beating (that I WILL walk away from rather than engaging since it would be with only half a story and God bless it is Christmas for crying out loud). I will be in a physically fit condition that will help calm my mind and cool my temper. Then, I will only focus on the reason for the season and enjoy family. I am not an actor and I will not be a part of the drama.