Portia and Miss Agnes,

Thank you both for your good thoughts smile

I agree it will be a good thing; some money, new people, distraction etc.

Baby steps... baby go boom lol. (No worries, I'm well padded!)

And Portia, I have my Eeyore days too; rarely have Tigger days, mostly go between Pooh and Piglet I'd say.

I think because I've gone through the A sitch before, and had years and years of spew, and the fact that H is still living here and carrying on like nothin' happened, (blessing and curse there) I have callouses in some spots. In other spots, the above sometimes makes it seem even worse... cause I've tried so hard for so long... and the bomb makes it seem like that was all for naught. And that part of it is HARD.

And H left a couple hours ago for the casino again... smh.

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.