Heather,
The crystal isn't broken...I just don't share everything that I am thinking w/the posters.

There comes a time when the student must learn from the hard knocks of life on their own and when the student is truly ready to listen, the teacher will appear to guide them.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.