Feeling better today. I reminded myself that my sadness is more about a lot dream (future). H really hasn't been a good H or father for a long time. I was always hoping/planning on a better future. It was always one more thing we needed to get through - him starting his business, getting the big client, replacing a key employee. And I had convinced myself that there was a better future waiting for me - and there is, it just might not be with him I again see this period as something he and I have to go through. We couldn't continue on the path we were on. I hope I can be patient and wait to see what the future holds, while continuing to make myself the best me in order to embrace it.
Brokenhesrt71 Me 40 (for a few more weeks) H 41 M 18 years Ds 12 and 8 BD #1 12/09 R 2/10 ILYBINILWY Sept/12 He moved out Oct/12
