OMG! I just had to laugh hard at your posting this morning!
What your h is feeling panic and desperation because you've put your foot down and aren't responding the way you should. He senses that you are moving slowly but surely in the opposite direction of where he thinks you should be. He's playing the pursuit/distance game w/you.
He really is trying to get back into your good graces...the crazy fool.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
