Well, looks like I blew it with the vet. He wrote me an email on Thanksgiving, but I didn't read it because I was sick with food poisoning until Sat. morning when we were supposed to meet. He told me my pushing him away was too extreme.
I will read about the Love Avoidant. What a couple of my friends told me is they think I still have symptoms of PTSD. Has anyone ever heard of that? But, I think I might. My body went into shock and is still not fully recovered 3 1/2 years later. I felt some anger this week about this. I just want to be myself again!!
Well, I signed up for a holiday event with my matchmaking service and I also applied to be featured in the Feb. issue of a local magazine. They do a special "singles" edition for Valentine's Day. I did SO much online dating and it's so much time and effort and I really didn't meet that many interesting men. I applaud anyone wanting to do it because you learn about yourself and what you are looking for as you date.
I'm ready for a partner, too! Dang it...
Me 55 H 49 Married 21 years No kids bomb 5/09 filed 7/09 divorced and moving forward 5/10
