Hope everyone had a good Turkey Day. I had ALOT of wine. I'm not usually a wine person - but oddly enough it went well with EVERYTHING I was eating.
Emotional rollercoaster was pretty small. Hit me a few days later when I helped a friend cross zip-lining off his bucket list. I went zip-lining on my honeymoon and it was an awesome memory. I figured there would be some pain and I thoroughly enjoyed the day - just hit me in the evening after the rush was over.
So I hopped off the rollercoaster and planned my 2nd annual Christmas Giving Party. I'm pretty excited about it. I've made more friends this year so there is a potential for a huge turnout.
There is also a potential my x might come. I HIGHLY doubt it as she wanted to be involved last year but chickened out. Either way - I don't want to know. If she comes - great... another kid gets a gift. I'll be good either way.
In other fun news - I have my FIRST red carpet premiere tomorrow evening. The film isn't that huge.. but the idea of walking down a red carpet is a pretty epic moment in my life.
It's funny - I really WISH I had a date.. which to be honest - has never crossed my mind in two years. I don't really have a ton of lesbian single friends or lesbian friends for that matter.. so it looks like I will either be inviting a straight/male friend or going stag.
Either way I'm excited that I had the feeling. One of those - "I'm healing!" moments. First step to getting back onto the horse - so to speak.....
.... now if only I could get up the nerve to ask someone!
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
