Will I ever wake up and NOT think of him? Will it ever get better?
Yes, absolutely. I know it doesn't help you much now, but it DOES get better. I used to get up every morning thinking about W, now I get up thinking "time to get ready for work already?" Just like pre-BD, haha!
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OMG...I just want to wake up beside him again and know that we are working on us.
I remember that early on, just wishing W could be there in bed. You wake up next to someone for over 20 years and then they're gone, it's an adjustment to be sure! But this too gets better. I don't even think about it anymore, it's my bed and I sleep in it alone, no biggie.
