I completely relate to your feelings about D and having it be the worst thing that has happened up until BD in our own M's. My parents divorce was dark, messy and angry. We never spoke about it and I carry it with me up until now.
"I've learned that I'm not done living life and I'm not content to let it run on autopilot anymore"
Cheers to that.
AS you are truly an inspiration to us all here who have had the honor of reading your words and learning from your journey.
Busting.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home