Its hard not to have expectations. In the evenings when I'm home I keep expecting that he's going to stop in ( which he does sometimes) .Then when he doesn't I get upset. Same as weekends, I expect him to be here with me , Saturday night used to be our " date " night, and Sundays were family days, now most Saturdays I sit home alone. Sunday mornings he comes for breakfaast then most times don't see him until Monday morning for breakfast. I ask no questions about his weekend and pretend that this is normal, very hard not to know what is going on ! Im tired of just being a "friend"
