It's great to hear that you're having some better days! Everyone who has been down this road says it's a process. Not short, not easy, but better in the end. I hope so. I'm not sure when the "oddness" of it goes away, if ever. We spend so much of our life envisioning our future one way, then when we get there and it doesn't look like we imagined, it must be odd. Sort of like in the sci-fi movies where a guy comes home and his W isn't his W and his kids aren't his kids but they all act like it and he thinks he's losing his mind (usually it's the H in the movies.)
I'm glad you're going dark (except for the sick family member.) He's doing a little too much cake-eating from my perspective.
