"When I say unbalanced life I have always taken care of everything."
Be careful of using the word "ALWAYS" or "NEVER". It means that you belittle his efforts because their not up to your standards. Who would want to have a spouse that judges them like that?
"My only expectation of him is to be my partner and a good father."
I don't think so.
"We were each others best friends and I feel like he has betrayed me. "
Why? Because he left after you were angry at him? Did you just expect him to sit there and take it? See the part you have to do is REALLY own up to what you did and change for the better. Your H was wrong for leaving, but if you helped to push him out the door, you really can't be surprised.
Has he ever received counseling himself?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
