SweetBriar, I also wanted to add that I think it was good that your H saw you & your pregnant belly. You can bet that will be on his mind more & more!
I understand the longing you have to have your H next to you loving you the way a H should...we ALL do here...that's WHY we are here.
HOlidays are no doubt going to be hard but you made it thru this one...I would like to offer a goal to make it memorable FOR YOUR KIDS. And, if it is miserable for your H/ and mine, then GOOD! They DESERVE to miss their family-it was their decision to NOT be part of the family, so they need to live this out.
Keep on DBing and taking care of YOU. <<<<HUGS>>>>>
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.