This is going to be an extraordinarily difficult day.
Already the lies have begun. I cannot prove the lies, but I know that he is lying. He texted this morning that he would be spending the night at his mother's place. I doubt it.
I know it is just another WHY question but I really do not understand the lies - especially now that he knows that I know about "the girlfriend".
I have read over and over not to give her headspace but it is hard. I feel like my needle is stuck in a grove.
I have read Sandi's Rules again and in theory, I am ready for tomorrow. Something that used to bring me such pleasure and now it just gives me an upset stomache. Being with him used to be easy and fun, now it is work and painful work at that.
I just want to scream at him and maybe beat him to a bloody pulp. Control, breathe. When this was described as "hard" - that was an obvious understatement.
If anyone else has some last minute tips for controlling my response every time I want to call him on another lie, I would love to hear it.
