I had a beauty night for myself last night and I am planning on finding a great new haircolor for myself. Letting myself go us one of the things I have done since I got married. I am 5ft3 and 115 pounds so my weight isn't a problem. I used to be a make up and skin care nut and it made me feel good. I am going to get that back. I also was a ballet dancer and yeah I am 37 but I want to take some classes again.
I certainly have moments of pain so bad I can barely stand it but I did devote 15 plus years and well it just [censored] but it will not kill me. Everytime I think of the ow I have now promised myself that I will carry a journal and write down something I want for myself. Like a new color nail polish or sexy boots. So it gets my mind off her and her wonderfully fabulous life lol.
Take care all, Lisa
Me:37 H:38 6 kids first bomb 8/05 (ow involved) piecing 7/06 second bomb 3/07 ow involved wash rinse repeat.... huge move to start over 2/11 more affairs H left for good 8/12
