He left and I am angry but I want him back!!!

[DFE]

HI AJM,
I have also posted on the other forums. I had surgery in 2006 and was staying with my parents to recover when he told me he wanted a divorce. I stayed there for a month or so and then decided to go home. We got together when I was 18 and he was 21. We've grown up a lot but have some childish patters in the way we communicate. We bicker a lot and that has really been bad for our relationship.

He does have depression and anxiety although he has never gotten help for it. It's not severe but he is sometimes happy with his life and sometimes not. During our good times he tells me how lucky he is to have the life that he has and then something will trigger him to start being miserable.

He is always in search of happiness. Maybe because he is miserable with me but I think he is unhappy with himself. He likes to drink but doesn't have a drinking problem and likes to go out with his buddies. What man doesn't but he would do it every day if he could.