3 Years after D-Day, part 2. Separated 9 Months.

[Am I Too Late]

I had my S and his friend for a couple of hours yesterday afternoon and i reached out to a couple of AA friends who are struggling with ongoing relapses. That is tough, because i wonder if my W is Ever doubting her current drinking pattern of hanging out till closing time every weekend and seemingly having so much fun, but does she ever regret the time away from out S.

Last night i went to a good open speaker AA/Alanon meeting and picked up a schedule for Alanon to work on my codependency issues.

Then, out to dinner with a large group and chatted quite a bit with a former female mutual friend of my W and I. Her ex husband is one of the relapsers i deal with alot. There also was another enjoyable woman who was her friend that jooned in the conversations. It was just nice yo be out socializing and having fun talking.

The past BF of my W says she almost ran into my W at Zombie Fest last month, but intentionally avoided her because she has lost all respect for her on how she abandoned her S and left a marriage that seemed to have everything a woman could ask for. Too bad the one person i want to feel that way doesn't though.

I'll be heading to Church and the library later today as is my usual Sunday routine.

I have a sales appointment scheduled for later this week and will be receiving a long overdue commission check any day now, from a job i sold on August.

Ed