Do I Have a Chance?

[complicated]

Today H came by to take our daughter to practice. He dropped her off and I text him and told him there were some things we needed to go over. I told him I didn't realize he was leaving because I was putting things back in order from the floors being done. He said "I sat in there and u didn't say anything." I told him I have things to do and I am giving him the space he wants and needs. It seems as though he expects me to entertain him when he's there. I also asked him if he was picking up D20 from the airport and he said he was going on vacation and he would not be able to pick her up. Long story short, he is going out of town with another woman. A woman I found a text from about a year and a half ago. Back then when we talked about it he said she had feelings for him but he didn't for her. The text said that she loved him but he blew it off - of course I didn't believe him.

As of right now I don't know if our kids even know he is going on a vacation since he doesn't live with us, much less with another woman. We were at a friend's house when I found out. I acted like I didn't care and told him he could do whatever he wanted, but I am so hurt. I am trying to get a life but things like this still hurt. I actually thought things were getting better.