W moved out last night after a failed attempt last weekend. She spent the night at her place last weekend, turned up the next day, made some food and went to bed!
I think last night was the real deal. W was extremely upset and cried a lot which surprised me a little. She has been pretty emotionless since BD and I expected this to be the same.
I held it together, didnt cry but didnt say much. I gave her a hug as she left and she nestled her head in my chest. She said she was sorry things turned out like this. I simply replied 'me too'. Feel like I should have said more but my emotions shut down and not sure if I acted a bit cold.
She still has a lot of stuff here so said she will ring n come around to collect it in the next day or so. She hasnt taken any of S stuff though!
She also text not long ago asking about S - we have been horse riding, swimming and shopping today then I cooked dinner for my folks. I text her back but kept it brief, that S has had a good day and is fine.
I am a bit unsure how to take things from here. I need space to properly detach but am already missing W! I was going to go dim for a few weeks for my own benefit, but am not too sure now.
