I will look up Meet-up but not sure its in my community. I live in a small canadian town in a small province. No alcohol or drugs are involved in our situation, well not that I'm aware of. We are both social drinkers but that's it. He came by this morning to pick up the dogs for hunting. He looks so sad. I asked if he was sleeping and eating okay he just shrugged. A lot of my friends think I am so stupid for standing by and being in love with a man who is now living with another woman. Maybe I am, I just don't know. I'd love to find a success story similar to mine. He's supposed to coming with our D and me to the tree lighting ceremony tonight. He said he would come for supper and we could all go in together. It was my suggestion of course but I didn't press the issue. I don't view it as any type of victory because I know he's only doing it for D right now. Any suggestions on how I should act and talk to him while we are together tonight? The last family function we were at, thanksgiving, I was a total zombie, couldn't talk or anything. And I know I can't keep being that way, its not working or helping anything (cheeseless tunnels chapter :))
