TheUF - Changing gears - Dropping the rope?

[theUF]

I would probably get the same feeling. Although I don't think to the same extent. I felt quite bad the months before BD.

I see you're frustration for sure, your H seems to be stuck going nowhere.

At the beginning my X would initiate a lot of contact and come by all the time. I remember wondering if going dim/dark would wake her up.

It didn't, it just drove her more away. Ever since there has been little contact and no stopping by.

I know I am supposed to do what works, and skip what doesnt. So maybe I shouldn't be going dim/dark?

It doesn't matter though, right now I need the time and space.