Sounds like you stay very busy. For me part of my recovery has been to slow things down and not over schedule my life and my kids life so that it becomes unmanageable.

I highly recommend Al-Anon. Even if you think alcoholism is not a factor in your sitch many people come to al-anon for support for mental illness and other tough sitchs. Its hard to rely on friends right now, it feels like you are taking advantage of them, but Al-anon friends want to help you. They need to help, its part of their own healing.

You are doing great. Hang in there


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13