3 Years after D-Day, part 2. Separated 9 Months.

[Am I Too Late]

Thanksgiving day itself was not too bad. Me and my S enjoyed going to my sister and brother-in-laws home. I shot some pool with my S. Dinner was great. For the most part, i didn't dwell on the fact my W was not with us and i feel Thanksgiving is the ultimate Family Holiday.

Then, we stayed overnight and left this morning.

That's when i did too much thinking and talked to a couple of people for support. That worked.

Today i have my S over at a friends house to play. I'm visiting a friend of mine for a while till it's time to get my S.

It still hurts though, but at least it's not overwhelming and bringing me to tears any more. So, I'm not struggling as much as i used to, which is significant considering the holiday just done. I wish i was farther along, but at least it's progress.

My family says she isn't worth thinking about, but they didn't have the feelings of deep love for her that i felt was mutual.

Ed