TTH,

welcome to the place none of us wants to be.

Your story was moving and saddening. I feel for you and your family.

All things considered it sounds like you are doing as well as possible. I hope your strength holds and things get easier.

Good luck to you smile

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.