Dropping the rope has to come from you, that means you've let go regardless of whether W has cut the rope or not.

It's not easy but it's doable and it doesn't happen all at once.

Hang in there Grateful.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss