Thanks, Acc sometimes it's extremely challenging and it's just so random.

What you say about your W is true of H also. I probably take his non-responsiveness too personally. He's a pretty pragmatic guy and unless there is a question to answer he wouldn't see the importance of responding.

My neediness showing through.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss