Can This Be Salvaged?

[leopoldstotch]

Well overall today was a good day. Played football this morning with my sons and my friends then we went down to my sister in laws for dinner. Not much interaction with my W at all. I had fun mingling with people today. W had a bad headache so she laid down on her sisters bed and went to sleep for over an hour. When she woke I offered to drive her father and aunt home for her if she didn't feel up to it and she said no. Tomorrow she is supposed to our youngest son to Temple U's football so I will probably do some work around the house.

It's going to be tough filling up her love tank when it feels like she is really distancing herself from me. On a normal day we don't speak much when she is at work. I'll call her sometimes if I have a question about something and sometimes she acts real annoyed so I usually won't call her at work. I have no clue as to what our R status is since I have been following DR's no R talk unless she brings it up and she doesn't.

So I have no idea if she plans on leaving or filing or if she is just fine living the way we live. A typical night is for my W to come home eat dinner, I'm the cook in the house always have been, then go out walking or to the gym and Tues night is her volleyball night. When she comes home from those activites she goes straight up to her room to watch t.v.

Strange how when she told me a week and a half ago that she doesn't get that warm and fuzzy feeling when I'm around her that I can now recall a few more things she told me the night of the BD. She said we have grown apart and that growing up she never wanted to get married she always wanted to be single.

I think it's time to go back and read some of the success stories that are similar to my sitch. This really stinks but at least I'm not depressed about things.