Happy Thanksgiving. My parents decided to come for a few days. It has been a really good thing. Daughters and I have them to talk to and distract us from this very hard day. I have been thinking about H and wished we were together. I just feel like I don't know him anymore. I've only seen him three times in over four months. I miss MY H so much. I'm not sure who this other man is, I don't know him. Ds and I did a Turkey Trot this morning. Luckily H has never joined us, so it was fun with just the girls.
I am thankful for my Ds and my parents. I just told my parents four days ago about the whole situation. Since the beginning of all this, I have been wanting a hug from my Dad. He has the best hugs in the whole world. I am thankful for my husband. I have been remembering the past 28 years we've had together. We got along so well and were truly in love. I thank him for all the wonderful times we did have together and the two beautiful girls we have because of the love we had for each other. I'm thankful for my MIL that passed away 10 years ago. She and God have helped me on some of the darkest days. I know they are both looking out for what is best for our marriage and family.
