Since we separated, H has never contacted me about how either son is. Yes he communicates with them, and I have always attempted to keep him informed of significant things. But I get nothing much back.

It's frustrating and it hurts.

Last night I should have been the one to let him know more fully what was going on but I let my fear of being rejected and my sense of self-righteous indignation (you don't want to talk to me, I'm not talking to you) take over.

I understand this labug. Completely. I dint have the answer about the gray, but I do understand what you are thinking and feeling.

I hope you are doing well today. Happy Thanks giving. I hope S19 is doing better.


((((((( )))))))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home