Coming back together.

[Shelby]

Thanks. I want to take things slow. But he things he will be back in my home by Christmas. I never said that, but that's what he told our girls. Just wishful thinking on his part, I'm sure.

The OW is a co worker. Although they do not work in the same building anymore. It still makes me nervous. I plan in telling him I need full transparency, with his phone ect. I think/hope he will be good with this.

Do I love him ? Yes, I guess I do.
Can I forgive him ? I think I can. It's been 2 years. I think I've forgiven him, just to set myself free.
Can I trust him ? That is something to be determined ! I am going to keep my eyes open. The old saying actions speak louder than words, says it all. I am keeping my eyes opened, listening to what he says but not believing everything till he proves it.


Ugh. Such a strange time. After 2 years I have given up thinking he would even consider returning. I've been doing my own thing and living my own life.

I guess i am willing to take the risk to see if this could work. Knowing this is a big risk. He broke my heart before, I pray it doesn't happen again