So...went almost a week with no contact.

She called me yesterday at work. It went to voice mail.
I called her back in the evening when I got home. No answer.

I sent a message afterwards telling her she could txt me b/c I didn't have the phone on me and that I would see it later.

Again, no answer.

At this point though, I don't even know what I want myself.

Yes ;
She was my first love.
We have a beautiful son together.
We had great plans.

But do I need this in my life? Do I want to be treated badly? No, and she doesn't seem to be changing on that aspect.

I wish things would work out, but maybe they just cant...

Together for 8,5 years.
S2
Interest in OM.
She left 29.09.12 b/c we couldn't work things out.
No signs of OM, not digging.
Living in seperate homes, sharing custody.