That does suk that you got served. One thing that I want to mention, I'm sure her L instructed to shoot for the moon. If her L didn't, they wouldn't be doing their job. Don't get hung up on that.
I understand that this is discouraging, however it shouldn't change your goals.
Like Val mentioned in her post, process the hurt and anger, then take the collective DB'ing bull by the horns and live up to your promise.
You don't want to look back in the future and regret that you didn't give it your all during this time.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa