The crack in my separated life...

[Sweetbriar]

AS and Accuray..again..thanks for the great advice that I have read over and over again and will continue to read. I find that it helps to go back and re read things...and even previous posts that you both have written to me have really helped me to see things a tad more clear! I appreciate not only you both, but everyone on here who take the time to read my story and respond!

Today is my 15th wedding anniversary. I started my day already with an appointment for the baby and he is growing and doing great! He is measuring 3 WEEKS ahead of schedule! Guess Im having another big baby:) Everything looked great and its sad to leave the office because my first reaction is to want to call H and tell him the news! That is what is supposed to happen when you are expecting a baby with your H!

After getting home, I received an email (since H does not have my new cell phone number) from H and this is what it said:

"Hey- Today's 15 for us. For what it's worth, I'm very sad at what happened to us. Hope you have a good day"

and he signed his name.

I haven't responded because I just dont know if I should, or how to respond. Also, Im not sure what he means by "for what its worth"?

Would not responding be cold? Would responding be letting him know I still care and am sad too? How can he have the audacity to say he is sad when he chose this???

advice???