I will probably get 2x4's from certain people, but I believe God has asked me to keep standing, even after all these years....(and you know who u r..lol) but I believe it with all my heart I have tried those dating sites but BUT in my heart I hear "wait dont do it" I truly believe that is the Holy Spirit speaking to me it has happened several times....so I back off from them.I am lonely at times and I would love nothing better than to have a friend I could go out with to dinner or a movie but i just cant do it.... My life is very full of happiness with my family....it has been 6yrs. since B/D but I do call myself a STANDER. I am 58yrs.young been married, my whole life, I dont want to start all over again at this time, maybe one day God will release my heart to love another like I loved my husband, but for now I am happy with my life, one more thing....I beleive with all my heart that the reasons most marriages never reconcile is because they stopped praying for it....just my opinion.....
