As I left the house W said, "Have fun!" It's the same thing I cheerfully say to her every time she leaves.
I had a good time. Unfortunately I'm paying for it today. I'm exhausted. I HATE missing sleep. I feel like I'm in a fog.
I can't figure out how to get rid of the anger and resentment towards W. I hadn't felt it for a couple weeks, but these last few days have been really tough. I'm so angry... I'm tired of limbo-land where she can do whatever she wants.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done