In Legal Limbo - What is next?

[Grateful]

I have to say that this morning is a hard one. When it hits, it hits like a lead pipe. I have read about the emotions of other wives and how they are through the roof. My W exihibits no emotion at all. She does not contact for anything other than children issues, she shows no sadness around me or the kids (change), and she is telling children how much better things are now and when I get my own place (I currently stay at my parents'). Papers are filed, and we are currently waiting on the court system for the mandatory mediation. Don't take that wrong; I am glad she isn't suffering like I am.

My GAL is getting better. I have spent the last few days in Florida for a discipliship meeting. It went well, and I will return "home" today. Tomorrow will be tough, as she is taking D's to her friends house then dropping them off tomorrow night. I have some good plans with the children. I always do on my three days per week. It is just tough at times, because even they have realized that it will never be the same.