Glad to hear your feeling a little better. They really have pushed us to that I don't care phase, that IDLY phase or even like you. I feel like I have been riding this coaster with you down the exact same course.
How is it that every spouse here says the same scripted words and does the same actions. They are all teenagers again wanting their lives back, answer to know one, but yet don't really want to let us go 100 persent.
you sound like you have a good grip on doing this for yourself, better than I do. I'm going make a good TG with my kids and any drop bys that come over. My H can drop dead if he want to spend it on the street.
Really I don't know how I would react or at all. But, you know being a widow sounds easier than this, at least there's closer,
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
