Feel like I'm entering a new phase of some sort here and I have no idea how to handle it.
And, as much as I hate to admit it, a part of me, after all we've been through in the past nine months, just wants to fall into H's arms--especially when I get these glimpses of the real him--and just want to be held, or even have se-, as horrible as it sounds. I'm tired and I want comfort and I'm tired and I am sick of handling all of this and I would love to just let it all go for one day. Take a vacation from all this MLC/depression/crap... Just wish I could say'' Hey, don't know what's going to happen here, but I need a break, just one evening or 24 hours of being a couple again-then go back to your craziness and leave me be. I just need a re-charge and some sorta connection with him to feel like I can keep going...I need recharged.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
