Thanks a ton everyone! Denver, I appreciate you providing the verbiage. This really hit me hard. While I knew it might be coming, I am still stunned, shocked, hurt, sad, you name it. I feel like the months I've spend on this forum has taught me a lot and really helped me get through this. All of you are very caring and it means a lot to me. I will be responding to W in just a bit. It's interesting that I havent even cried about this. Maybe its because I am still shocked and everything hasnt settled in, it's really hard for me to process this.