thank you ive reached a point of calmness for the most part. its been hard to accept the fact i didnt cause this so i cant fix her. bright side is t day with family is nice. [censored] she,s driven a wedge between our d,s and myself. its turned into the girls against the boys here.she checked the temp a few days ago and i fell for it. i,m a good person and i,ll get trough this but my heart feels like stone right now.its seems like she reaches through the fog to make sure i,m still there when she feels me she runs. time to get out the dirt bikes and forget this crap and have some fun.
