Thank you for the advice and words of encouragement. I appreciate it.
Unfortunately, H isn't a believer. His belief is that there's a higher force at work (unspecified) and when you die it's over.
I have seen small changes and it keeps me hopeful. He actually told me that he had a dream last night of us getting busy on the flight deck of a ship in a game he's playing. LOL
Me39 H35 M8 T14 Early 5/12 H FB post re: his love for me. End 5/12 H done trying, writes "Dear John" letter 6/12 Wants D, calls ATTY, no file 1/13 Loves me, wants to try, moves home 3/13 Changes mind