Total Eclipse by Dan Band

[2chiquitos]

Thank you labug n Bklynmom. Yes I hear a lot of the slogans in these your responses, "Think" and "One Day at a Time" are just a couple.

It was a thought that I ran with and should've just stopped it before I rode that emotional rollercoaster. That was all my doing.

Bklynmom- he's seeing an IC but no meds, that I know of.

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I find myself coming to the forum to read and post after the kids go to sleep. I tell myself to do it for only 15-20min but then I realize it's been an hour or more! I tell myself to read my al anon literature and journal and do my inventory but instead I only go on the forum.

I also find myself going to bed with a lot of tension. Reading other people posts didn't give me this tension before but now it does. I don't know why? What's changed?

Good stuff.
Yesterday H gave me a hug before he left to work and again this morning and this evening without having to ask. He even told S4, walk me to the door and tell your mom to join us. That's was nice.

He has the whole week off (furlough days). No expectations. He wants to go to the zoo with us tomorrow (minus his mom ;-) and planned for MIL to watch the kids in the evening so we could grab a bite to eat. :-$ That's me smiling so much you could see my braces!

I really have to take a break from the forum. I love you all and hope that when I return I won't get so darn tense and figure this stuff out!

Have a GREAT thanksgiving!! Be grateful you all have your health and the opportunity to change your life for the better!! Amen!