Truthfully, and I feel I can be honest here. I have no idea what my goals are. You are right. Self esteem is a major issue. I don't want to seem helpless but I don't know where to begin. One day I am strong and the next well a meek woman.


Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12